For a while now... like since I've been having all of this extra energy and extra happiness I've been wanting to learn how to play the violin. I've been looking a different violins trying to find the right price, since I have to pay for it.

I've been looking at these two violins. Is $50 a good price for a violin and online lessons plus extra strings and other stuff. One of them comes with a tuner, but I'm not sure how high I have to bid for it.

The violin I can't figure out the price of: [link]

The other one: [link]

I know violins are always in the hundreds, but these also have lessons... I don't really want to spend a lot. I guess I'll just get which ever one I can get for less. I'm just not sure if I should put in extra if I have to for that tuner... My sister has a tuner for her guitar. Will that work?

So much thinking...

I still can't believe that I'm 18 as of today. I'm not sure if I should be happy or freaked out... I know nothing changes right away, but this year might be my last year of familiar life! Not only am I 18, but I'm now a senior and today is my senior meeting. That means this year I actually have to decide what I'm going to next year! I don't want to think about collage! I really never thought I'd be 18 or be a senior. It's one of those thing that I thought about when I was little, but always seemed so far away as if I may not make it there until 100 years later. Now 100 years is up I guess. Life moves way too fast. I think that one theory about my anxiety being caused by growing up, crowds, and school is true now. I never thought about being anxious about growing up, but it's a scary thought! I need to go with Peter Pan to Neverland... only that doesn't make sense because if you think about it they all had to grow up in a way that allowed them to take care of themselves without any adults..... So now that I think of it Neverland doesn't even make sense. Well, I'm just going to breath and not think about the end of the year. I mean it's just beginning... only I know it's going to go by fast AGAIN!


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The Nature of Jade is now my favorite book! I can relate to Jade perfectly, I swear that she is my long lost fiction twin! Our way of think is basically the same. I'll have a thought about what someone is saying in the book and then sure enough after that Jade is think the same thing. Jade also has anxiety and gets panic attacks. So even though this isn't based on a true story and isn't true about the author herself, she did a great job on capturing the feeling of it.

I also recently read another great book before I read The Nature of Jade. It's called A Fractured Mind. It's about MPD (DID). It's really an amazing book that isn't really truly easy to explain. The author has DID and does a great job at explaining it. (or at least I think so. I don't have DID so I really don't know.)

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So right now I can't stop acting like a fangirl! It's just NOT possible. Amu and Ikuto KISS! Go look for your self here: because I just can't put it in words. [link]

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I've been back from San Diego for a few weeks now. To read about it read it at my LJ [link]

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Second Life... I don't know if anyone has heard of this before, but I signed up for it yesterday. The GGCS (Golden Gate Computer Society) is going to be giving a presentation on it. (So if you are interested in find out about it and live in the Bay Area let me know and I'll give you the place and date.)

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I was tagged by:

Dear :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head in your camping car and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that I'm open. I'm returning The pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about Eggplant-fetishism.

Go Burn,


That was a confusing letter...

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your page):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but___1___ . I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - When you put cuffs on me
June - First of May
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

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