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Thu Aug 20, 2009, 7:25 AM
I still can't believe that I'm 18 as of today. I'm not sure if I should be happy or freaked out... I know nothing changes right away, but this year might be my last year of familiar life! Not only am I 18, but I'm now a senior and today is my senior meeting. That means this year I actually have to decide what I'm going to next year! I don't want to think about collage! I really never thought I'd be 18 or be a senior. It's one of those thing that I thought about when I was little, but always seemed so far away as if I may not make it there until 100 years later. Now 100 years is up I guess. Life moves way too fast. I think that one theory about my anxiety being caused by growing up, crowds, and school is true now. I never thought about being anxious about growing up, but it's a scary thought! I need to go with Peter Pan to Neverland... only that doesn't make sense because if you think about it they all had to grow up in a way that allowed them to take care of themselves without any adults..... So now that I think of it Neverland doesn't even make sense. Well, I'm just going to breath and not think about the end of the year. I mean it's just beginning... only I know it's going to go by fast AGAIN!


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Happy Birthday!!
Being 18 is great.My brother had a whale of a time. Going out and... drinking.

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Thanks.
lol I don't drink so I can tell you that's not what I'm planning on doing. I really hope it ends up being great and not all about collage.

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Happy Birthday Lina!

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Happy Birthday, Lina!! >w< Oh, gosh, it completely slipped my mind -- I started high school today and was more worried over that. So sorry! I'll come up with a birthday gift sometime :D

As for being eighteen, I hope you have a great time. I guess it's more about freedom and independence. But that's just a guess, I'm like, four years away from being eighteen XD

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Thank you Heart-chan! OH you started today?! How was it? I want to know how your 1st day of high school went. I remember when the second day of school was on my bday... I refused to go. Why must my bday mean school? Apparently, this year it means collage. I went to school and that's all they talked about getting us ready for collage and that the net three month will be a nightmare. FUN! lol

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Oh, yeah, no problem. ^^ I'm still working on a present! I tried sketching Lina... But then I had a horrible realization...
I don't know what Lina looks like. ToT

Oh, geez. College. I had to bear through nine weeks of it :S It was kind of boring and interesting at the same time because I thought looking through colleges was pretty fun. ^^ Just try to enjoy it~ Some of that stuff is fascinating.

As for high school... >.> I honestly don't like it. I walked right in, coached myself to be optimistic and cheerful like I am inside, but only to be crushed by the laughter presented to my face when I offered a nice smile and greeting to a potential friend. However, I DID meet some pretty awesome anime fans and made friends with a lot of them ^o^ But... at the end of the day, I was brought back to reality with the unpleasant pink stringy substance from a can that upperclassman sprayed on me. :/ That was the first day, and I refrained from talking about it for a while...

It's getting better, though. I didn't get hazed, but I did get hit on by this creeper. And punched by a teacher (he didn't mean to hurt me, but being the weak wimp I am, it hurt anyways Dx). ToT; Um, yeah, high school = unpleasant subject for Hearty Heart.

How are things going with you? ^o^ Sorry I haven't replied. Did I tell you my laptop got a virus? It's fixed, though... But my time online is limited as a punishment for having my family stress over my laptop for repairs. :/

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How do you not know what she looks like? lol I've drawn her with Ikuto a few times. You can find it on WBS or in my gallery... Or you can basically draw me with green eyes and super long hair and you basically get Lina.

I will try to enjoy it... Right now I'm working at getting an intership at a vetenary hosptial. That should be fun.

Aww that's too bad. Maybe it'll get better. At least you have friends there. Maybe it has gotten better by now, since I took a while to reply. Sorry about that.

I hope it gets fixed soon! We need to find away to keep those viruses away from you! I hope to talk to you soon.

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